Bryan's.

• 20 June 2010

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Im back for my new post today.

1.(Missing of home)first day of leaving home aft hols. the feeling rly sucks.
everything in my mind now is about the fun i had together with my friends. bink of an eye, 1 year + passes. how come i can only feel the feeling of home in sg ? but why not here?
although i know, that's not my home. im the only foolish guy who treat it as my home, even whole family didn't treat me as one family member at home, im still happy there. why? why can't things happen in a better way ?

2.(reminds me of childhood days)
15 yr passes.. anyone wish to go back to childhood without any miserably? i want!
but i know that's not possible for everyone. anyone met true friends along yr childhood? i met few of them, and i can say, im proud to have them. We went throught together alot. Im proud to have them as my friends. But who knows? we may be seperated in days time. its rly heart breaking to share this post, really. I got no one to share this thing, It can be embarrassing to friends, nothing to adults. but my aunty, she always be my listening ear, but aft 15yrs of staying in the same house, i've moved out, i got no one to share! so i post it.
we used to have plenty of time together, its like unlimitness. and people like me doesn't know how to treasure. we used to see each other EVERY single hour. aft im not in sg, we can only meet in a months time, but after you're in army, we can only see each other 4 days in 2 wks. isn't it true? im rly proud to have these group of friends, we've gone through quarreling, fighting, misunderstanding and even breaking up of friendships. just wanna share this post, although its not well written, but hope you readers may feel the feeling of true friends

written @ 10:24 PM

• 21 March 2010

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.. damn angry abt this particular person.
its the second time, that you can just str8 point fingers at pple. WITHOUT THINKING .
Who am i to you sia? den you can't put in trust on me ? srsly.
its the second time, you know it yrself.. idw to say anymore.
had a fucking bad day today.

written @ 1:25 AM

• 25 February 2010

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im here to post smth abt marco..

"bro.. when i post this, hope you will get to see this asap,
but i dk when.. i rly want to apologize, for nt ansing.
marcus told me yr judgement alr. but i did felt something.
rmb you are my best friend? the feeling is im losing my best friend.
which we used to stay with each other every single day..
but now, only months we can meet each other.
IF , the worst, it will be years.. bro, i regretted. it was me who ask you to do it together.
Sorry bro. sorry.. sorry for this... hope you forgive me..
i want you to know. even sometimes we got quarrel, but, you're still my best friend.
lets hope you will be fine.. tc.. and sorry..."

written @ 11:23 PM

• 20 January 2010

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I must bulk up myself to do everything in perfect.

i will sucess.Good friends...
Yeah. i hope it'll still be good friends, bcos we grew up tgt.
Let see. i'll show a dif in return. (:

written @ 11:38 PM

• 12 December 2009

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Today, 11/12/09.
marco has went into camp.
idk when can we see each other, we can't even spend time tgt.
bro you tc. maybe aft this holiday,we might be not seeing each other for more den 24months
srsly you tc..
i got no other thing to say.
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jodi,
i want to apologise, i may not know what i've done wrong, but i would like to apologise
although i cannot win your heart. at least i could spend my time with you.
now that you've someone you like, i truthfully bless for you and him.
from my heart. really.

two important person has left me .
who else more . who else more.
end for today

written @ 2:28 AM

• 09 November 2009

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today, was a normal day

wake up, study, classes, gym , dinner, online .

nth much special, but i wanna say my feelings out now...

a special post for marco..

" bro, time has passes man, time we used to study together. the times we pon tgt, rmb anot ? alr over lor. now its time to be self-independence alr. hais.

sry for times im being unreasonable. maybe someday, if God's will, we'll meet up again, if the other side, we would've been seperated, and someday i'll still think of you , you're my best friend bro. too many memories for us ,

i can't say all this out to you, you shld know la, whn we tgt, we won't say some mushy things towards each other, so no choice, i gonna post it up. im comming back for a long holiday, but im not happy at all, in fact i rather staying here. its becos, mainly of you, and partly of her. Both, you two are impt people to me, but one leaving, one has changed, wtf to do. ? After our genting trip. i think i would be as sad as im leaving singapore tt tym. i guess so, bro, no matter what, you're always my elder bro. i treat you as one since the passed years we've known each other, please stay strong, complete your ns.... im sorry ... Bryan"

written @ 10:13 PM

• 08 November 2009

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